"Did you stand too close to the fire? Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone."

[nausicaa83]

day one • a song
day two • a picture
day three • a book/ebook/fanfic
day four • a website
day five • a youtube clip
day six • a quote
day seven • whatever tickles your fancy

You get two links! The first one is Addic7ed.com, home to every subtitle to every tv show ever, before anyone else. These guys are amazing.

The second is Rawr Caps, home to a lot of screencaps from a lot of tv shows and movies. Perfect website for iconmakers. ^^

Tonight it's dinner with my friends, I'm really nervous about it. Since it's six of us I don't think I'll be able to talk with *that* friend of mine I told you about, so I'll just have to play it cool and save the "talk" for another occasion, when it's only the two of us. Crossing fingers here, I hope it won't get too awkward.

Comments

[stardust-made.livejournal.com]

Maybe it'll be one of those friendships where you re-adjust your expectations and just don't seek her for RL stuff anymore. Sometimes when space opens, it gets filled by something new--it's like a Universal law or something. I'm not sure that I'm making myself clear. But for instance when I 'moved' a close friend off the list of few people with whom I could talk about really deep things (and that move wasn't easy or quick at all, mind), a couple of years later I found that I'd made another very important friendship. And I'm not 20 anymore so I don't form life-long friendships left, right and centre, and that friendship is of that kind--I do believe it was because I'd had to let go of that other friend.

At any rate, I'm sure this would find a way to arrange itself--when both of the people feel awkward, things...sort themselves out somehow. It might not be in the best way possible, but you can't force yourself, right?

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

Yep, that's it. I think it'll just stay like this, it feels a lot more natural just to keep RL stuff to myself. Besides, since she didn't make any attempt at talking about what happened, it means she prefers not to talk about serious stuff.

So, well, everybody's happy, and I won't find myself anymore in situations where I could be hurt by her.