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[nausicaa83]

I went to bed at half past eleven, and woke up at noon... I did need lots of sleep! O_o But I dreamed of the two atomic bombs at Hiroshima and Nagasaki...talk about a weird dream... My aunt is fattening me so that she can eat me, I'm sure. Not sure she listens to me when I talk, though. "Want more meat?" "No, thanks" "Here, have some more!" O_o At least mom was more aggressive: "You want to starve and die, you idiot?! Here, eat everything!!!"

Today is Father's day. I hoped she wouldn't tell me anything, but of course she did. "Today it's Father's day" "Huh-huh" "Aren't you supposed to do something about that?" "My father's dead, aunt" "I meant with your grandpa" "I'm not my mother. You call him if you care"...silence... Well, for the first time in my life I tell her just what I want to.

We also talked of a possible adoption, even if I'm already an adult. But this way there would be no problems with my house and money if I die young, and she's my adoptive mother. But now, if something happens to me, everything I have would be split between her family and my idiotic other relatives (my father's stupid brother, for example), and I don't want to. So, we'll see. I have to make a will, that's for sure. She was afraid I would get angry about an adoption, but I actually don't care. If it's useful, and can protect my cousins (her son and her daughter) from a legal point of view, then I'll do it. It's not a piece of paper who can tell me who my mother and father are. So, we'll see.

I watched Labyrinth again yesterday and today. I really love it! O for Obsession, as ren_aleria says! XD

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[novemberghost.livejournal.com]

holdin' you so tight that you can hardly breathe.
love love love you so much. and you'll be fine.

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

Tomorrow I have my blood tests, and I'm scared! Not because of the needles, that doesn't scare me anymore, but because, you know... they're looking for any tumor cells inside my body, and it's scary to think about it, and then you have two weeks before they tell you the results...

scaryyyyy!!!

[novemberghost.livejournal.com]

but everything is gonna be fine. can you hear me? everything will be fine. so just check out for the handsome doctors!^^
and that's the only way you have not to meet my vampire...he's just escaped from my novel and he's on the loose!...

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

Mmmmhh, vampiro sexy in fuga...quasi quasi...

[tati81.livejournal.com]

Anche tua zia ogni tanto è del gruppo delle signore "non penso prima di aprire la bocca".... cosa c'entra il nonno? Cmq. tu sei stata a dir poco fantastica, così mi piaci!

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

Purtroppo il suo problema è la totale mancanza di tatto, per cui dice esattamente tutto quello che le passa per la testa. Basta abituarsi ad accusare i colpi! XD