A very bad day

[nausicaa83]

Today was really a bad day. All the week every single day I went in and out the hospital, and finally today they told me they must operate me next thursday. I'm so afraid, and so sad. Going to the hospital always reminds me of dark times... besides that, I feel so alone, not one of my "friends" remembered to call me, just to know where on earth I was... God, not one of them! They even forgot to tell me that they had changed the courses' hours, so yesterday I took the train to Padua, and when I called them to tell them that I was coming, they told me there were no lessons... so I had to take another train and come back... I know it sounds stupid, but I felt so down and out...
When I came home today I decided to make the funniest avatar I could ever make, and I came out with this Hokuto dancing thing... isn't she dancing to the Beatles' "Maxwell's Silver Hammer"? ^_^ It cheers me up when I look at it...

Comments

[ren-aleria.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry. I hope everything will be okay.

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

I'm so scared! We'll know nothing until they operate me... and I must admit that the whole thing of the anaesthesia scares me so much... it's stupid, I know, but I can't help it... well, if everything will be okay, I'll be back home in a couple of days, and fully functional in a week... let's hope! ^_^

[asiyakei.livejournal.com]

>_< I'm sure the surgery will work out fine. I have opposite feelings about the hospital a lot of the time, as I'm a nursing student so I end up spending a lot of time there. It's all about perception though, I wouldn't want to be there as a patient.

>_< Also to the lack of friends calling, and the changed hours. I hope you feel better and that your friends feel sufficiently guilty and call you loads and bring you things to be amused by for your Surgery next thursday.

And the avatar is SO cute. Where'd you get the idea?

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

Mmmmh, I'm still waiting for a call... well, I'm the problem, I'm just TOO stupid... when one of them was operated, I called her twice a day, sent her gifts and so on. I didn't do it because I was expecting something in return, but because I thought that was the most obvious thing to do... so, maybe I was wrong... =_=

I found a pic of Subaru with a piece of film in his hand, it was a promo shot of the ova, and on the film you could see frames of Hokuto dancing, I just cut them, resize them, and put them together! I chose this timing because while working I was listening to Abbey Road, and Maxwell's Silver Hammer had just the perfect timing to dance! ^_^

[enchanter.livejournal.com]

Meh. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I hope everything's going to be alright... I'll keep my fingers crossed, and I'll be praying for you. Not just for things to be okay but also for you to be less scared. I know it's easier said than done, but I know you're going to be fine :) ::big warm hugs:: Maybe some people failed to care for you enough, but I'm thinking about you, if that counts for anything ;) Hang in there, hon ::Squeeze::

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

Of course it counts, it really counts! Thanks a lot...