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Living with my relatives is a distaster. They're dricing me mad. Everything I say, they do the opposite. I'm not 12, I'm 22, and this is my house!! Why can't I live alone? So I would have all my things where I know they are, and I could live outside my room! Of course, because now I only live in my room!! And they took away the carpets. The last thing mom did for this house, was buying those carpets, and spending hours with me deciding where to put them. She was so happy when she looked at those carpets, but now they've decided they're useless, and put them away. Even if I try and say that I want everything to remin where she put it, they don't listen.

I have to get anyone out of my house before I go totally mad. I want to have my house, go to the hospital, and live my life this way. =_=

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Living with my relatives is a distaster. They're dricing me mad. Everything I say, they do the opposite. I'm not 12, I'm 22, and this is my house!! Why can't I live alone? So I would have all my things where I know they are, and I could live outside my room! Of course, because now I only live in my room!! And they took away the carpets. The last thing mom did for this house, was buying those carpets, and spending hours with me deciding where to put them. She was so happy when she looked at those carpets, but now they've decided they're useless, and put them away. Even if I try and say that I want everything to remin where she put it, they don't listen.

I have to get anyone out of my house before I go totally mad. I want to have my house, go to the hospital, and live my life this way. =_=

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Living with my relatives is a distaster. They're dricing me mad. Everything I say, they do the opposite. I'm not 12, I'm 22, and this is my house!! Why can't I live alone? So I would have all my things where I know they are, and I could live outside my room! Of course, because now I only live in my room!! And they took away the carpets. The last thing mom did for this house, was buying those carpets, and spending hours with me deciding where to put them. She was so happy when she looked at those carpets, but now they've decided they're useless, and put them away. Even if I try and say that I want everything to remin where she put it, they don't listen.

I have to get anyone out of my house before I go totally mad. I want to have my house, go to the hospital, and live my life this way. =_=

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I just finished seeing Scrapped Princess. I started seeing it just because it was Bones, but soon it became one of my favourites. I really like how it involves Fantasy and a Matrix-ish storyline, a medieval enviroment, great voice talents, and a solid plot. Although sometimes I found the story a bit confusing, it was never boring, and during the last episodes I cried a lot (more like during FMA 7 than FMA 50, though).

About Real Life, life with my grandparents is still very very tough. But I'm sure they'll go back to their home soon, as they don't actually feel anything for me (or my mom as well), and stay here just to save faces won't last long. I hope.

Today Mom moved while Tati and I were caressing her hand and arm. Well, actually she moved her shoulders as she wanted to sit up. Obviously, we both got scared, as in "OMG, I hurt her!!!", but we called the doctor and she said, as they changed the sedative they're giving her, it's a normal response, and it wasn't our fault. After that, we spent some time talking in the hospital hall, as I never want to go back home. If I were alone, I would make me some hot tea, turn on the tv, or maybe listen to music. But having my grandparents, who are strangers to me, in my house, doesn't make me feel at ease. This morning, to have a shower, I had to wait for them to go out, so that I could walk around freely wearing a towel. Funny, as soon as they closed the door, I started running back and forth from one room to another, just to feel that everything was still there.

And, novemberghost, I remembered that song I told you about. It's Tell Him as sung by Vonda Shepard in the Ally MacBeal ost! ^^

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I just finished seeing Scrapped Princess. I started seeing it just because it was Bones, but soon it became one of my favourites. I really like how it involves Fantasy and a Matrix-ish storyline, a medieval enviroment, great voice talents, and a solid plot. Although sometimes I found the story a bit confusing, it was never boring, and during the last episodes I cried a lot (more like during FMA 7 than FMA 50, though).

About Real Life, life with my grandparents is still very very tough. But I'm sure they'll go back to their home soon, as they don't actually feel anything for me (or my mom as well), and stay here just to save faces won't last long. I hope.

Today Mom moved while Tati and I were caressing her hand and arm. Well, actually she moved her shoulders as she wanted to sit up. Obviously, we both got scared, as in "OMG, I hurt her!!!", but we called the doctor and she said, as they changed the sedative they're giving her, it's a normal response, and it wasn't our fault. After that, we spent some time talking in the hospital hall, as I never want to go back home. If I were alone, I would make me some hot tea, turn on the tv, or maybe listen to music. But having my grandparents, who are strangers to me, in my house, doesn't make me feel at ease. This morning, to have a shower, I had to wait for them to go out, so that I could walk around freely wearing a towel. Funny, as soon as they closed the door, I started running back and forth from one room to another, just to feel that everything was still there.

And, novemberghost, I remembered that song I told you about. It's Tell Him as sung by Vonda Shepard in the Ally MacBeal ost! ^^

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I just finished seeing Scrapped Princess. I started seeing it just because it was Bones, but soon it became one of my favourites. I really like how it involves Fantasy and a Matrix-ish storyline, a medieval enviroment, great voice talents, and a solid plot. Although sometimes I found the story a bit confusing, it was never boring, and during the last episodes I cried a lot (more like during FMA 7 than FMA 50, though).

About Real Life, life with my grandparents is still very very tough. But I'm sure they'll go back to their home soon, as they don't actually feel anything for me (or my mom as well), and stay here just to save faces won't last long. I hope.

Today Mom moved while Tati and I were caressing her hand and arm. Well, actually she moved her shoulders as she wanted to sit up. Obviously, we both got scared, as in "OMG, I hurt her!!!", but we called the doctor and she said, as they changed the sedative they're giving her, it's a normal response, and it wasn't our fault. After that, we spent some time talking in the hospital hall, as I never want to go back home. If I were alone, I would make me some hot tea, turn on the tv, or maybe listen to music. But having my grandparents, who are strangers to me, in my house, doesn't make me feel at ease. This morning, to have a shower, I had to wait for them to go out, so that I could walk around freely wearing a towel. Funny, as soon as they closed the door, I started running back and forth from one room to another, just to feel that everything was still there.

And, novemberghost, I remembered that song I told you about. It's Tell Him as sung by Vonda Shepard in the Ally MacBeal ost! ^^