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News: today they took some liquid out of her lungs, the fever is decreasing. Her face is slowly coming back to normal again, so it's getting harder and harder to see her. I think I just have to get used to it. She also seems a bit in pain, as she were having a nightmare, although I know it can't be. There's nothing left of her in her brain. At night it's getting more and more difficult to fall asleep, I keep seeing horrible things in my mind. If everything remains the same, on monday I'll go back to university, I think some normality is what I need.

Today, nerissa_angell and novemberghost came here, and with Tati we had a Hagaren Marathon (straight from episode 1 to episode 13!), and it was the best thing ever! I had so much fun! And nerissa_angell borrowed me her playstation and Final Fantasy VIII, so I have to learn and use it (as soon as my grandparents leave, of course). My aunt will come back to her home tomorrow, and I think they'll follow this weekend. Someway or another, I'm sure I'll get through all of this.

Another song! This one is by Within Temptation, and I plan to make a video out of it, with footage from the FullMetal Alchemist Movie.

Our Farewell

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not at my sight
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this is not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

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News: today they took some liquid out of her lungs, the fever is decreasing. Her face is slowly coming back to normal again, so it's getting harder and harder to see her. I think I just have to get used to it. She also seems a bit in pain, as she were having a nightmare, although I know it can't be. There's nothing left of her in her brain. At night it's getting more and more difficult to fall asleep, I keep seeing horrible things in my mind. If everything remains the same, on monday I'll go back to university, I think some normality is what I need.

Today, nerissa_angell and novemberghost came here, and with Tati we had a Hagaren Marathon (straight from episode 1 to episode 13!), and it was the best thing ever! I had so much fun! And nerissa_angell borrowed me her playstation and Final Fantasy VIII, so I have to learn and use it (as soon as my grandparents leave, of course). My aunt will come back to her home tomorrow, and I think they'll follow this weekend. Someway or another, I'm sure I'll get through all of this.

Another song! This one is by Within Temptation, and I plan to make a video out of it, with footage from the FullMetal Alchemist Movie.

Our Farewell

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not at my sight
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this is not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.

(no subject)

News: today they took some liquid out of her lungs, the fever is decreasing. Her face is slowly coming back to normal again, so it's getting harder and harder to see her. I think I just have to get used to it. She also seems a bit in pain, as she were having a nightmare, although I know it can't be. There's nothing left of her in her brain. At night it's getting more and more difficult to fall asleep, I keep seeing horrible things in my mind. If everything remains the same, on monday I'll go back to university, I think some normality is what I need.

Today, nerissa_angell and novemberghost came here, and with Tati we had a Hagaren Marathon (straight from episode 1 to episode 13!), and it was the best thing ever! I had so much fun! And nerissa_angell borrowed me her playstation and Final Fantasy VIII, so I have to learn and use it (as soon as my grandparents leave, of course). My aunt will come back to her home tomorrow, and I think they'll follow this weekend. Someway or another, I'm sure I'll get through all of this.

Another song! This one is by Within Temptation, and I plan to make a video out of it, with footage from the FullMetal Alchemist Movie.

Our Farewell

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not at my sight
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this is not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.