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nausicaa83It's been a very intense week, and I'm still only halfway through it. Help. On monday I had a huge work appointment, and obviously fifteen minutes before leaving the house I got the health scare of the decade, and had to rush over and keep it professional and cool while internally fighting off a panic attack. As soon as I was done there I booked two medical check-ups, one for October 6th and one for early November. We'll see. I've grown calmer since then (mostly because crying and picturing my own funeral doesn't help me in the slightest), and at least there's the fact I reacted so fast, instead of going into a panic. So yay for therapy and personal growth. But I still wish I could do those check-ups now.
Then on tuesday it was back to work, where I almost fought with a bank clerk and ended up coldly telling her she was leaving me no choice but to call my lawyer, and then she finally backed down. I hate doing that and I always keep it as a last resort, but this woman left me no options. Later I went out for lunch with a friend, and that helped a lot with the pent-up stress. We talked for hours, fangirled over our favourite singer, did some shopping, and I finally felt like myself again.
And this morning it was back to mom's hospital, where I arrived ridicously early because a nightmare woke me up before the alarm clock could and I left home way before I should have. On top of that mom's doctor wasn't even there (he had some kind of emergency), so I went back home, grabbed a sandwich, and then rushed to the beauty salon, where I had a truly epic facial cleansing, and she did my eyebrows, and it was all in the dark with scented candles and warm towels and relaxing music. It was great.
Sadly there was still a problem with it because my right eye got inflammated (it feels like when I accidentally get shampoo in it), and it's been crying the whole afternoon. It should be fine by tomorrow morning, and I have my eyedrops and everything, it's just a bit annoying.
Thankfully tomorrow is my free day, and then on friday it's therapy time, so the very stressful part of the week should be behind me. Next week will be another hard one, but my aunt will be here to help, so I'm not worried. ^^
And I've just realized I haven't touched my ukulele since last sunday, unacceptable! I have callouses on my hands that need to stay there! *rushes off to make some sweet, sweet music*
Then on tuesday it was back to work, where I almost fought with a bank clerk and ended up coldly telling her she was leaving me no choice but to call my lawyer, and then she finally backed down. I hate doing that and I always keep it as a last resort, but this woman left me no options. Later I went out for lunch with a friend, and that helped a lot with the pent-up stress. We talked for hours, fangirled over our favourite singer, did some shopping, and I finally felt like myself again.
And this morning it was back to mom's hospital, where I arrived ridicously early because a nightmare woke me up before the alarm clock could and I left home way before I should have. On top of that mom's doctor wasn't even there (he had some kind of emergency), so I went back home, grabbed a sandwich, and then rushed to the beauty salon, where I had a truly epic facial cleansing, and she did my eyebrows, and it was all in the dark with scented candles and warm towels and relaxing music. It was great.
Sadly there was still a problem with it because my right eye got inflammated (it feels like when I accidentally get shampoo in it), and it's been crying the whole afternoon. It should be fine by tomorrow morning, and I have my eyedrops and everything, it's just a bit annoying.
Thankfully tomorrow is my free day, and then on friday it's therapy time, so the very stressful part of the week should be behind me. Next week will be another hard one, but my aunt will be here to help, so I'm not worried. ^^
And I've just realized I haven't touched my ukulele since last sunday, unacceptable! I have callouses on my hands that need to stay there! *rushes off to make some sweet, sweet music*
