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nausicaa83September is here, and with it all the real life stuff I had put out of my mind during the holidays. I'm doing fine, with just a bit of nervousness in everything I do. I was supposed to go back to the gym yesterday, after I took a sabbatical because of that devastating panic attack last year. The friend who drives me there came with the flu, so we moved our return to next week. To get myself fit enough (which is, two steps up from a sea cucumber) I'm cleaning up the house like there's no tomorrow. I'm getting rid of all my old outdated university books, old magazines, stuff we brought from the old house when we moved here nine years ago, that's been gathering dust and taking too much space. It's heavy work, but very satisfying.
It also feels like closing a chapter, cleaning old wounds, allowing myself to heal. Next week it'll be three years of therapy, it's huge. And when I'm too tired, I do arpeggios on my ukulele. It's the hardest thing to do for me, that's why I'm doing all these exercises, I want to get at least moderately good at it. :D
And now, it's advertising time! Edlynn, a friend of mine who is a great singer and musician, recently released a beautiful album that I adore, Tales of Night and Fire and I just suddenly realized I've never linked anything here, because I'm a horrible friend. Time to fix that! Here's one of my favourites, Following The River. Isn't she great? *________*
And now I just realized I made a cup of herbal tea half-an-hour ago, and forgot it on the kitchen counter. Oops.
It also feels like closing a chapter, cleaning old wounds, allowing myself to heal. Next week it'll be three years of therapy, it's huge. And when I'm too tired, I do arpeggios on my ukulele. It's the hardest thing to do for me, that's why I'm doing all these exercises, I want to get at least moderately good at it. :D
And now, it's advertising time! Edlynn, a friend of mine who is a great singer and musician, recently released a beautiful album that I adore, Tales of Night and Fire and I just suddenly realized I've never linked anything here, because I'm a horrible friend. Time to fix that! Here's one of my favourites, Following The River. Isn't she great? *________*
And now I just realized I made a cup of herbal tea half-an-hour ago, and forgot it on the kitchen counter. Oops.
