"Open up your hate, and let it flow into me"

[nausicaa83]

God, I hate my body. It looks like everything that happens to me has some effect on my stomach. Stress? Nightmares? Anger? Everything goes right to my stomach, and I spend the whole day hugging a hot-water bottle, running back and forth from the bathroom, and getting angrier and angrier. I also have this problem with milk: I have to drink it at least every two days, because I don't want the calcium level in my blood to be too low, but on the other hand milk is like the kiss of death for my poor belly. So I've been drinking a glass of hot milk for breakfast for three days in a row, and now I'm hurting like crazy.

Maybe I should just take calcium in pills or something. I repeat: I fucking hate my body.