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[nausicaa83]

Still nothing new. My nerves are starting to break down. Her beautiful hand is so warm and soft, and her chest rises and falls. Everything here talks about her, and still it feels like it were a thousand years ago we came in this bloody house. I keep seeing her body on the street, and her face all covered in blood, every damned minute of the day. I'm trying to do something else, like seeing anime, or listening to music, but it doesn't help. Maybe I'll see FullMetal Alchemist again, it always succeeds in calming me down...