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Oct. 4th, 2006 09:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nausicaa83Tsubasa #131 is online! Sadly there's nothing really new about this chapter. I want more dialogues! You have an awful lot to talk about before the girl gets back!
And for the first time in four days I had dinner! *proud* Tomorrow I won't go to the university, so that I can sleep. Too much stress all at once, I have to remember I'm not the same person I was one year ago. I have no stamina, no energy, no enthusiasm. So I think I just have to go at my own pace, step by step, and maybe I'll find all of this entertaining again. Today I realized I don't have anything that really makes me happy. I mean, there are lots of things I fangirl over, and I laugh, and so on, but I don't feel the old... "burning flame" I used to feel for my studies. After all in this past year I didn't even have the time to think about it as something I love, I could just think of duties. I do need to sit down, relax, and try to remember that old feeling.
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you
Now you got someone to blame
You say
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
It's one love
We get to share it
It leaves you baby
If you don't care for it
Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's too late
Tonight
To drag the past out
Into the light
We're one
But we're not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
We hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One
One
And for the first time in four days I had dinner! *proud* Tomorrow I won't go to the university, so that I can sleep. Too much stress all at once, I have to remember I'm not the same person I was one year ago. I have no stamina, no energy, no enthusiasm. So I think I just have to go at my own pace, step by step, and maybe I'll find all of this entertaining again. Today I realized I don't have anything that really makes me happy. I mean, there are lots of things I fangirl over, and I laugh, and so on, but I don't feel the old... "burning flame" I used to feel for my studies. After all in this past year I didn't even have the time to think about it as something I love, I could just think of duties. I do need to sit down, relax, and try to remember that old feeling.
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you
Now you got someone to blame
You say
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
It's one love
We get to share it
It leaves you baby
If you don't care for it
Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's too late
Tonight
To drag the past out
Into the light
We're one
But we're not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
We hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One
One
