"I've drowned and dreamt this moment so overdue I owe them."

What an intense day. I had a brutal therapy session. At one point, my therapist got teary-eyed, so one can imagine the state I was in. She took lots of notes, and told me we have to stick to these topics for the next few sessions. Then I came back home by bus, and there was an accident some 5 minutes before my stop. I got out of the bus, and walked the rest of the way, and had to walk really close to the bodies, the cars, the cops trying to stop the crowd from getting too much close to have a better look. By the way, those are the times when people do disgust me. It was really horrible, and the mother of all triggering situations. I don't even remember walking the rest of the way, at one point I just found myself at my door with the keys in my hand and no clear idea of how I got there.

By that point I was a wreck, tired and nauseated. Luckly for me Tati came by half an hour later, to pick me up and drive me and her sister to a musical instruments store. There I spent the most lovely afternoon, looking at walls upon walls of guitars, so many keyboards, I even saw a theremin - and proceeded to show Tati's sister how it's meant to be played, while humming the Star Trek theme - and got to play a bit on an amazing Yamaha drum set.

All in all, quite the intense day, but I'm glad it ended on a very positive note. And now, chocolate cookies and fluffy fanfics time!

"I've drowned and dreamt this moment so overdue I owe them."

What an intense day. I had a brutal therapy session. At one point, my therapist got teary-eyed, so one can imagine the state I was in. She took lots of notes, and told me we have to stick to these topics for the next few sessions. Then I came back home by bus, and there was an accident some 5 minutes before my stop. I got out of the bus, and walked the rest of the way, and had to walk really close to the bodies, the cars, the cops trying to stop the crowd from getting too much close to have a better look. By the way, those are the times when people do disgust me. It was really horrible, and the mother of all triggering situations. I don't even remember walking the rest of the way, at one point I just found myself at my door with the keys in my hand and no clear idea of how I got there.

By that point I was a wreck, tired and nauseated. Luckly for me Tati came by half an hour later, to pick me up and drive me and her sister to a musical instruments store. There I spent the most lovely afternoon, looking at walls upon walls of guitars, so many keyboards, I even saw a theremin - and proceeded to show Tati's sister how it's meant to be played, while humming the Star Trek theme - and got to play a bit on an amazing Yamaha drum set.

All in all, quite the intense day, but I'm glad it ended on a very positive note. And now, chocolate cookies and fluffy fanfics time!