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It's past 1.30 am here, and I still don't want to go to bed. I'm tired, but I know that if I do I'll just lay there thinking of mom again. I feel so depressed today, maybe it was the rain that reminded me of her, I don't know. I just wish I could fall asleep and think of nothing, I'm so tired...

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It's past 1.30 am here, and I still don't want to go to bed. I'm tired, but I know that if I do I'll just lay there thinking of mom again. I feel so depressed today, maybe it was the rain that reminded me of her, I don't know. I just wish I could fall asleep and think of nothing, I'm so tired...

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It's past 1.30 am here, and I still don't want to go to bed. I'm tired, but I know that if I do I'll just lay there thinking of mom again. I feel so depressed today, maybe it was the rain that reminded me of her, I don't know. I just wish I could fall asleep and think of nothing, I'm so tired...

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I woke up at 11 this morning! I rushed to the kitchen and had lunch (pasta and tuna...yum yum), as I was starving. Today it's sunny, so in the afternoon I'll go out for a stroll and some shopping, but it's also really cold (that famous storm's effects). Yesterday I bought (bye bye money) two cds, Franz Ferdinand's Franz Ferdinand and Metallica's Black Album (I already had a bootleg version, obviously, but my life couldn't be complete without the original one! ::glowing eyes:: ). So after cleaning up a bit I sat down in the dining room and listenend to the first one while re-reading Kagen no Tsuki. It was funny, as when Adam entered the scene we could hear rock playing in the house, and when Hotaru first saw Eve playing the piano, I turned the page and Fade Together started! And it was like... the-perfect-song for that scene! Beautiful and creepy... ::checks for ghosts under the bed::

Fade Together

So far away
Come on I'll take you far away
Let's get away
Come on let's make a get away

Once you have loved someone this much
you doubt it could fade
despite how much you'd like it to
God, how you'd like it
you'd like it to fade

Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together

If we get away
You know we might just stay away
So stay awake
Oh, why the hell should I stay awake?
When you're far away
Oh god, you are so far away

I looked at your wall
Saw that old passport photograph
I look like I've just jumped the Berlin Wall
Berlin, I love you
I'm starting to fade

Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together

And tonight I'm going to the cinema with two of mom's friends (the ones who took care of me after the accident) and see the Da Vinci Code (I see you shiver with antici...pation). I'm so looking forward to it, even if I didn't like the book at all, I'm sure the movie will be really good, and anyway I would see it just for the incredible cast! *________* Jean, Paul, Tom, Audrey, Alfred, I'm coooomiiiing!

And let's all celebrate my first RHPS icon! XD science fictiooooon, dooouuubleee feaatuuureeee...

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I woke up at 11 this morning! I rushed to the kitchen and had lunch (pasta and tuna...yum yum), as I was starving. Today it's sunny, so in the afternoon I'll go out for a stroll and some shopping, but it's also really cold (that famous storm's effects). Yesterday I bought (bye bye money) two cds, Franz Ferdinand's Franz Ferdinand and Metallica's Black Album (I already had a bootleg version, obviously, but my life couldn't be complete without the original one! ::glowing eyes:: ). So after cleaning up a bit I sat down in the dining room and listenend to the first one while re-reading Kagen no Tsuki. It was funny, as when Adam entered the scene we could hear rock playing in the house, and when Hotaru first saw Eve playing the piano, I turned the page and Fade Together started! And it was like... the-perfect-song for that scene! Beautiful and creepy... ::checks for ghosts under the bed::

Fade Together

So far away
Come on I'll take you far away
Let's get away
Come on let's make a get away

Once you have loved someone this much
you doubt it could fade
despite how much you'd like it to
God, how you'd like it
you'd like it to fade

Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together

If we get away
You know we might just stay away
So stay awake
Oh, why the hell should I stay awake?
When you're far away
Oh god, you are so far away

I looked at your wall
Saw that old passport photograph
I look like I've just jumped the Berlin Wall
Berlin, I love you
I'm starting to fade

Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together

And tonight I'm going to the cinema with two of mom's friends (the ones who took care of me after the accident) and see the Da Vinci Code (I see you shiver with antici...pation). I'm so looking forward to it, even if I didn't like the book at all, I'm sure the movie will be really good, and anyway I would see it just for the incredible cast! *________* Jean, Paul, Tom, Audrey, Alfred, I'm coooomiiiing!

And let's all celebrate my first RHPS icon! XD science fictiooooon, dooouuubleee feaatuuureeee...

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I woke up at 11 this morning! I rushed to the kitchen and had lunch (pasta and tuna...yum yum), as I was starving. Today it's sunny, so in the afternoon I'll go out for a stroll and some shopping, but it's also really cold (that famous storm's effects). Yesterday I bought (bye bye money) two cds, Franz Ferdinand's Franz Ferdinand and Metallica's Black Album (I already had a bootleg version, obviously, but my life couldn't be complete without the original one! ::glowing eyes:: ). So after cleaning up a bit I sat down in the dining room and listenend to the first one while re-reading Kagen no Tsuki. It was funny, as when Adam entered the scene we could hear rock playing in the house, and when Hotaru first saw Eve playing the piano, I turned the page and Fade Together started! And it was like... the-perfect-song for that scene! Beautiful and creepy... ::checks for ghosts under the bed::

Fade Together

So far away
Come on I'll take you far away
Let's get away
Come on let's make a get away

Once you have loved someone this much
you doubt it could fade
despite how much you'd like it to
God, how you'd like it
you'd like it to fade

Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together

If we get away
You know we might just stay away
So stay awake
Oh, why the hell should I stay awake?
When you're far away
Oh god, you are so far away

I looked at your wall
Saw that old passport photograph
I look like I've just jumped the Berlin Wall
Berlin, I love you
I'm starting to fade

Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together
Let's fade forever
Let's fade together

And tonight I'm going to the cinema with two of mom's friends (the ones who took care of me after the accident) and see the Da Vinci Code (I see you shiver with antici...pation). I'm so looking forward to it, even if I didn't like the book at all, I'm sure the movie will be really good, and anyway I would see it just for the incredible cast! *________* Jean, Paul, Tom, Audrey, Alfred, I'm coooomiiiing!

And let's all celebrate my first RHPS icon! XD science fictiooooon, dooouuubleee feaatuuureeee...

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So, it seems Helena Bohnam Carter is going to play Bellatrix Lestrange in Order of Phoenix. Uhm uhm. I like her a lot, but I always think of her as in Tim Burton movies, it will be weird to see her playing that particular character. Don't know, the cast is always perfect (but Harry Potter himself XD ) so she'll probably play it alright, but I don't know if she can be enough cold and evil... maybe psycho and evil, but cold?

EDIT: Sakura just broke my sis' favourite carillon, the one mom loved more than any other object in the house. So. ( A meme to distract my mind from it. )

...doesn't work, I'm still angry.

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So, it seems Helena Bohnam Carter is going to play Bellatrix Lestrange in Order of Phoenix. Uhm uhm. I like her a lot, but I always think of her as in Tim Burton movies, it will be weird to see her playing that particular character. Don't know, the cast is always perfect (but Harry Potter himself XD ) so she'll probably play it alright, but I don't know if she can be enough cold and evil... maybe psycho and evil, but cold?

EDIT: Sakura just broke my sis' favourite carillon, the one mom loved more than any other object in the house. So. ( A meme to distract my mind from it. )

...doesn't work, I'm still angry.

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So, it seems Helena Bohnam Carter is going to play Bellatrix Lestrange in Order of Phoenix. Uhm uhm. I like her a lot, but I always think of her as in Tim Burton movies, it will be weird to see her playing that particular character. Don't know, the cast is always perfect (but Harry Potter himself XD ) so she'll probably play it alright, but I don't know if she can be enough cold and evil... maybe psycho and evil, but cold?

EDIT: Sakura just broke my sis' favourite carillon, the one mom loved more than any other object in the house. So. ( A meme to distract my mind from it. )

...doesn't work, I'm still angry.