"Try to reveal what I could feel, and this loneliness, it just won't leave me alone, oh no."

[nausicaa83]

And another anniversary has come and (almost) gone. Today it's 13 years since my father died. Everybody knows how much I hate anniversaries. My therapist says it has a lot to do with my catholic upbringing, with marking the calendar for every tiny occasion. So, even if rationally I know I don't miss him any less any other day of the year, anniversaries are still a low blow. Thankfully, this one came on a rainy sunday, so I was allowed to stay all day in, curled up with Sakura on the couch, reading and listening to old albums he loved. It was quiet and uneventful.

Talking about fandom life, I'm really enjoying the Avengers one. It reminds me of the X-Men First Class one, all full of kind persons, no trolls, with very talented writers all around. The Marvel fandoms are great! Sadly AO3 is down today - according to twitter they get too many hits on the weekend and the servers collapsed - but it gives me a reason to catch up on my to-read folder on my kindle. So many recs, so little time.

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[stardust-made.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I wish I'd known. I would have said something kinder, rather than just ramble about lemons at you.♥

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

It was actually helpful, it reminded me what year it was. It's the year of the Lemon! And it's not 1999 anymore, and that's a plus. ^^