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[nausicaa83]

I'm highly depressed. Lately I'm having a hard time with everything, and even with my aunt here I just don't feel any better. Please tell me something to cheer me up. ;_;

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[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

I'm trying to think positive, but sometimes it's hard...

[les-lenne.livejournal.com]

It definitely is. Sometimes, it's just too overwhelming. You have this to do and that, but you're feeling so tired and only thinking of all the things to do in the future makes you want to sleep forever. The only way of getting out of that is not to think about it -- but that can be unbelievably hard if there's nothing you can look forward to.

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

O_O That's exactly how I feel. I could never find a better way to say it...

[les-lenne.livejournal.com]

Haha, thankies. ^^" It's just that I feel this way lately, too. There have been so many choices to make where I'm not entirely happy with all the options and somehow it feels from now on, my life will get even worse, and there's nothing that will cheer me up in the near future which makes me, simply said, very tired of living overall. If there were anything great to look forward to, all these depressing decisions wouldn't cause me such a distress. But ... there's nothing great dangling in front of me.

[nausicaa83.livejournal.com]

That's right. I don't like the way I live now, but I don't think it could get any better in the future, so I'm both tired of this life and afraid of how it'll change...