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[nausicaa83]

I feel kinda drained. I love being with my aunt and cousin, but it's like a constant reminder of what I've lost. We went shopping, bought manga, had some icecream, and watched more Full Metal Panic. And still, there ain't no moment I feel truly at ease, it's like having a no-stop deja-vu, with images and memories falshing in and out. I'm so tired of it. I wish I could just go to bed and sleep, sleep, and never wake up. Still, on wednesday I have to go university. =_=