Yep, it's the kind of fear that comes from other persons hurting you. In my experience, having cancer was freaking scary, but not as mom's accident. It didn't just happen for the sake of happening, it was someone's doing.

And the government is to blame too. All mafias grew much more powerful during the last few years because of the corruption that it's destroying our country. Some even say giving money to the mafia is better than paying taxes because they protect their territory. And when they teach a different way of thinking in school, they kill the kids.